It’s amazing to read what you have written. You have really grown. Having had the pleasure of going through treatment with you at Beit T’Shuvah, and watching you work in an environment that I know challenges your nerves, (doing prevention and speaking publicly) is truly inspiring. Looking back, I remember experiencing all of those scary things like going to a Dodger game, or going to the movies that today, doesn’t seem so scary. (Yes….the dodgers can be scary when you are early in sobriety) FUN? I didn’t know what fun was either. As a matter of fact, at the beginning, when I was forced to have “mandatory fun”, I panicked. I laugh when I think about that now.